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Thursday, Apr. 19, 2007 @ 5:38 p.m.
.... i just got out of math.
fun not so much. right now i feel so jumbled. like part of me is like uhhh.. ok wtf do i do now. and the other part is like hmmm just fuck everyone ya know
ok to the juicy stuff....
me...
uh i'm ok.. like in general i'm fine i guess. i'm kinda frusrated. i feel like i'm so overly emotional lately. ya know? like i feel like everything is getting to me. alot alot. but its w/e we're just gonna pretend like its ok and just deal with it ya know.
kayla
things with me and kayla are like so super wonderful its not even funny. like we got back together and now everything seems to be ok.
we were fighting alot lately. i think i put an end to that tho.. i hope. its been better so i hope so. i'm trying to keep it so we dont fight about really stupid shit ya know??? anywho its good thats all that matters.
work
right now work fucking sucks. i just transfered to a new starbucks and i fucking hate the manager and most of the people they just aren't as fun and cool as the ppl from my other store and i hate it.... and somehow i managed to get in trouble already. plus we're super slow and so there's like NOTHING to do once all the cleaning gets done. which of course doesn't take long... since not much gets dirty considering you dont use it b/c you're super slow. oh and the fact that we're hella slow makes it so i get shit for hours. which really isn't cutting it. who the fuck lives off of 16 hours a week?? not me i have bills to pay. and i'm working more at cold stone but that's not really helping.
its just ugh frustrating. i'm used to getting at least 25 hours a week at natalies store and being able to pick up tons of shifts ya know?? now i'm getting shit for hours which really fucking pisses me off. i mean the people who are brand new get as many hours as i do and i cant fucking stand it... like wtf im not new i know what the fuck i'm doing and im good at it. so why the fuck dont i get hours... i can tell you. because he plays favorites. ugh i'm just sooo over it right now... ugh anywho...
my parents
suprisingly things with them are actually pretty decent right now. no drama or fighting or anything. but if i dont clean my room soon they will probably start bitching ya know. but anywho...
school